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๐ ๐๐ ..... hopefully got it right this time ๐คฃ๐
Hey! Sorry for the super late answer but... yeah. ๐ฎโ๐จ But here I am and I am really glad you asked! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
๐ what do you think about about love triangles in BLs?
Hmm, so-so. But as I see it mostly represents lust and not real love. Or one is suffering because the main let them hangin' and not turning them off once and for all. And oc many times after the oh-so-big love they can stay easily friends. I don't see that as too realistic. If the love was true and was able to cause so much harm, saying friends is not easy. Because the feelings stay just as strong as they were - but if they can't live them, it turns into hate. The bittersweet taste of unrequited love will stay.
But oc it can happen like this in real life. Maybe I would like to just enjoy a media that represents the power of clear and healthy communication.
(I wouldn't mind TRUE polyamory either IF it was about LOVE and not LUST.)
๐ favorite ending
It is a tough one! Because tbh I don't like most BL's endings, so I had to scroll through the ones I watched and tried to remember their endings and how I felt. And I decided next to A Tale of Thousand Stars! It was heartwarming, and even the story could surprise me. It was a very pleasant surprise! ๐๐
๐ your favorite scene of any BL show
Okay, I dunno if this scene is in The Untamed series (because I never saw it just with jumps to see how much it follows the novel - and erhm, no comment), BUT! I adore LWJ and WWX's first-not-first kiss! It happened in the past when they were still young, if I remember right 17 years old, maybe. WWX the way he is, went for a hunt on a mountain, blindfolded.
Yes, LWJ "attacked" him with a passionate kiss - and I understand why people find it unpleasant - but God, what it implies! The longing for what is behind it! The way Wangji had to hide it while his mark was on WWX's lips! And when it finally turns out that it was Wangji who stole WWX's first kiss... It is just an amazing storyline built for that scene. I loved it. (Plus blind folding here or there, the chemistry worked there, too, even if it caused more harm at the moment).
#I didn't want to choose KP scenes#so here i am xD#Sorry they are not so great answers#but i am still ๐ฎโ๐จ#I tried my best though to not let you wait longer#And thank you for the ask I appreciate it so so so much!!! โค๏ธโค๏ธ๐
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100 days till christmas..... time to stake my claim NOWโผ๏ธ
it's lowkey epic and awesome when I am basically the only one whose in a seasonal fandom year round because to me this is my mans...I'm not waiting 11 months to love you pookie ๐๐ซถ
#merrily's design is slightly altered to fit in verse and yes i am going to make self insert bs for REAL this time#still too early... but we're halfway so i made this now lol#if anyone cares ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#the santa clause#the santa clause 2#bernard the elf#disney#oc#original character#merrily#sona#self insert#oc x canon#canon x oc#self insert x canon#my art
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still stuck here btw
#did you guys move on from haino beach art?? because i still havenโt been able to move on from haino beach art#cytham#cyhaino#haino#they make me so sick i think about this everyday#its 4 am and i got stumped on one of my fics for them AGAIN and i know im gonna have to re-edit this section AGAIN#so i had to find beach haino to destress๐ฎโ๐จ#also shout out ayato in this art he looks like heโs about to pass out#heโs giving five year old me at recess panicking when i actually got invited to play with everyone#instead of just sitting by myself and making grass bracelets lol
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HAPPY 32ND BIRTHDAY, MILE PHAKPHUM! (insp) January 5, 1992
#mile phakphum#hbd mile#finally done ๐ฎโ๐จ#better late than never#happy birthday mile!!!#that doesnt say 32 its says 23#gifs*#**#shhh ignore the mistakes#i need to stick to simple gifs#it's still his birthday where i live so am i really late???
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Wip Wednesday ๐ธ
I am adamant on getting back into the saddle, so have yet another snip from the insta fic. It's kinda dramatic but it's still pretty much just the prelude lmao
The call turned out to be a major three alarm apartment fire, which, due to some faulty insulation no doubt, was going up in flames way faster than it should have in Eddieโs opinion.
After getting asigned into groups by the IC, they fought their way through falling debris, breaking down doors and looking for survivors, up to the very top floor, until they deemed the scene clear.
โLetโs get out of here.โ Chimney called over, his voice muffled by his visor and the thick smoke surrounding them.
Eddie barely just opened his mouth to reply when the building groaned under their feet and the whole floor suddenly shifted with the loud, telltale creak of the walls.
โLetโs, letโs go, letโs go!โ Chimney waved his arms around, urging Eddie and the rest of their group to make their way towards the stairs.
They were close, but not close enough.
One moment, Eddie was hurrying through corridors with singed wallpaper and billowing smoke and the next, he was free falling from two stories high and landing on top of a large pile of debris and his own oxygen tank.
The pain was unlike anything he had ever experienced before โ and he was shot during his last tour in Afghanistan. In all fairness, it wasnโt that it was more painful than a bullet wound, more so that it felt like melting into scorching hot molasses; blisteringly hot and yet somehow numbing.
He couldnโt hear much aside from the blood rushing through his ears and the flames crackling away as they ate up the building around him, board by board โ and his own breaths becoming louder and more spaced behind the plastic of his visor.
He knew what was coming and all he could hope for was that his team would get to him in time; or if not, that theyโd get out of there alive without him.
โจI was tagged by and am totally no pressure tagging the wonderful @sunshinediaz @spagheddiediaz @goforkinard @exhuastedpigeon @nmcggg @bidisasterbuckdiaz @daffi-990 @diazsdimples @honestlydarkprincess @watchyourbuck @actualalligator mwuahhh ๐
#i am still on a high because of the sneak peek and i'll go into cardiac arrest when the ep comes out#and it's hard to think about anything else rn#๐ฎโ๐จ#anyway#buddie#911#wip#the insta fic
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IN MY AIKU FEEELS!! WANNNA LICK HIM ๐๐ HE IS LUCKY TO HAVE ME ๐ฎโ๐จ๐
#caught uo to the manga !!!#LAST 10 CHAPTERSSS OOOF#I AM WEAK FOR HIM#STILL WONT GUVE HIM THE TIME OF DAYYY#BUT YESSSSS HE IS ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#zenโs selfships#do.odles#just a dooodle snjsjs#SAE ISNT HER ESO EATVERR#oliver aiku#aiku oliver#bllk fanart#blue lock#self ship#self ship fanart#zens.selfship
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@largestmigraine DUNNO IVE YOU'VE READ THIS YET BUT THIS ONE IS FOR YOU POOKIE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT :(
#forgot to make a post like this earlier bc i past out NRNEJWKWKWJBFBRBENJEJE#still no point in me making an actual post while i am in time out ๐ฎโ๐จ#noones going to see it ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIETTE!!!
The absolute queen you are ๐๐๐
Hereโs a little something I drew :))
Itโs them trying their best to throw Juliette a surprise party!!
Rosalind and Orion were in charge of the decoration and Rosalind is done because orion keeps on asking my right or your right!!??! When itโs the same right. . . (also orion is putting up the decorations because he is the tallest) (shhh he is concentrating)
Roma, Alisa and Katya were supposed to make the cake and we can see how itโs going ๐
Oliver and Celia took charge of food and flowers respectively. Because Oliver is a very good cook, like he was sewing buttons on blouses, of course he knows how to cook! And Celia helped him out and brought flowers <33
(oliver is smiling because he is looking at celia) (poor celia is absolutely horrified at seeing the state of the house) (also peek their cat~)
Phoebe went shopping with Juliette to distract her and Silas is panicking looking at the time because everything is still a mess and according to what phoebe said before leaving they should be coming back soon!!!!
Will they finish everything before juliette comes back??? Yes because they take another hour to come back! Why? Well somebody has to call from Moscow to wish Juliette too ;)
They gossip for a while with phoebe joining in too (Phoebe and Marshall and Juliette are THE gossip besties) (benedikt only comes on the phone for a minute to wish her and then goes back to whatever he was doing) (the three of them would have gossiped more but somebody else had to use the phone too)
#i am not an artist so I am happy with how everyone else looks#but i wish i drew alisa and katherina a little better :(#they are still cute tho#i had to draw them like that otherwise the cream on their faces wouldnโt have been clear so#๐ฎโ๐จ sacrifices were made#but they are still the cutesttt#happy birthday Juliette <333#i love you sooo muchh#i tried my best with this#my post#my saved#my art#chloe gong#flf#fhh#tvd#ove#foul lady fortune#foul heart huntsman#these violent delights#our violent ends#juliette cai#roma montagov#alisa montagova#orion hong#oliver hong#rosalind lang#celia lang#phoebe hong#silas wu
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Me listening to music while thinking about the hunter x werewolf AU: ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
*a cover of Gaston starts playing*
Me:
My brain:
Me and my brain: "b-b-beauty and the beast Jerin A-"
#HELP#I STILL HAVNT WRITEN MY OTHER JERIN AUS I CAN N O T BE COMING UP AND THINKING OF ANOTHER#๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#anyways Kates Gaston๐ฅฐ๐#i think its pretty obvious who Jamie and Erin are๐คญ๐คญ#*sighs dreamily*#Jerin#๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ#Jerin on the dome 25/8๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#Jamie Tiergan#Erin Keenan#Erin x Jamie#Jamie x Erin#Beauty and The beast AU#i am#mentally ill๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
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i just realized- 6 more months exactly until my birthday- that's... depressing- ๐
#tw: vent(ish?) in the tags#i still feel a year younger#i feel like i didnt do anything this year..-#๐ตโ๐ซ#idk i need to find smt to feel good about and i feel so close to it...#i feel so close...#but it's just not in reach and idk what to do abt it#the things who make me who i am haven't changed for the past year#im still the kid who likes drawing bsd and music#the kid who everyone knows but doesn't have that many close friends#๐ฎโ๐จ#mid-life crisis as a teen ๐#dying in my twenties ๐๐#(/half joking)#i just wanna hug#but i dont really know how to ask for one#(pretty sure my mom would wonder what's wrong and my brother would look at me weird)#ik i should probably just start making healthy life choices but i cant be bothered#just three more months of school...#then a month off...#then half a month later im back in school to start it all over again...#i just wanna go Home#batrambles#batdiary#sorry this is so long and so weird(if you even made it this far)-
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the no doubt mv is doing things to me
#HELLO I WILL NEED APPROXIMATELY 4729 BUSINESS DAYS TO RECOVER#I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS 3 MINS AGO#I KNEW THE SUITS โ OFFICE CONCEPT WOULD BE THE DEATH OF ME BUT OH! MY! GODHDHSJA!#eveRYONE LOOKS SO FREAKIN GOOOOODDD#and i love how they somethings still incorporate the vampire essence w ever concept#ESPECIALLY MY BOY JUNGWON????? THE BLONDE??????????? HOW CAN HE BE HOT AND CUTE AT THE SAME TIIIMENEMEE ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#cant believe i have go go back to school knowing i saw this mv today x#ALSO PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE MR. KIM SUNOO HSHSJAJS#THAT SHOT OF HIM HOLDING THOSE BAGS OF ICE????? ON. THR. FLOOR.#AND THAT SCENE OF RIKI DANCING IN THE HALLWAY-ISH? AREA?????HSHSHAJAH#NIKI WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME BECAUSE THOSE??? GLASSES?!?ยฃ!โ?ยฃ?#AND THEY KNEWWWW WHAT THEY WERE DOING ADDING !!!THAT SCENE!!!! OF JAY ON THR THUMBNAIL#OMSNSJWJ#THIS ERA IS FOR THE THREE OF THEM IM AFRAID ๐ฃ๏ธโ๐ฅ#AND THE FIRST SHOT OF HOON??? GAAHA#AND JAKE IN THE BLACK FIT??????????? HELPP MEEE#AND DON'T GET ME STARTED. ON HEESUNGGGG BECAUSE THAT MAN URHEGS#the seven of them are truly something else#id been watching the daydream track mv 24/7#HOW GOOD THAT SONG IS TOO LIKEBSHSHABAB#IM ESPECIALLY OBSESSED WITH THAT โwae wae waeโ part in thr middle ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#like the unexpected vocals are so ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#and now i have a new obsession! everybody say thank u enha ๐#enhypen#enha#romance : untold#romance : untold -daydream-#-daydream-#enhypen daydream
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I have to do my own Ymir cosplay shoot before the weather gets too cold... And I just realized I lost the guise of "just walking around near Halloween in a costume"
#๐ฎโ๐จ#devon yaps#the pics from the con are nice but they are certainly Pics from a con#my silly ass cannot be perceived looking weird by other people im sorry#which is wild because ive done cosplay shoots in public and yeah i AM still alive
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why is my mental health not mental healthing ๐
#I don't wanna cry anymore#they can't hurt me if I self sabotage first your honor ๐ฎโ๐จโ๏ธ#my old stuffed toy doesn't work either ๐ญ#chat am i cooked#I wanna be a fairy and live happily ever after in a pretty green forest with a cottagecore aesthetic and a bunch of other fairies around#haha am I still sexy while laying down in my depression room? ๐#at least I got my nails done!#(crying)#pretty nails to fight my depression#that and the numbers in my card ๐
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it really has been a full 7 years since I first watched haikyuu and so many things have changed but my love for this little sports anime has not. i just wish i had done better by my 14 yo self ๐
#i was just suddenly hit woth a wave of soul crushing nostalgia and melancholy#I'll just never be the same kid that first fell in love with this show#and maybe that's a good thing#that was such a bad period in my life#but the possibilities were endless#I watched this show and i felt inspired#and i still do but mostly i feel defeated ๐#anyway it's almost 6 am and im feeling sad about missing the screening for the movie and now I'll have to wait until fall to watch it#so im rambling#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ
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She looks so funny when she stretches out ๐ญ
#i think she hurt her mouth eating more solid food so now shes just bein sleepy#and not wantin food that much ๐ฎโ๐จ#i still have some of her pain killers tho so if needs be i can give her some of them#think she has put on tiny weight tho so i just need her to keep doin that#shes only bout 2.5 kg i am aiming for 5-6 kg#youre better to be a lil fat#so if you get sick and cant eat theres some fat stored to use up yk what i mean#i realized that when i was doin aged care
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We might get storms today.. may write a comfort fic
#comfort fic with Clyde incoming(?)#๐ฎโ๐จ please weather im still drainined from yesterday no lore emotional torment please...#more**#tw: storm mention#I am once again asking Tumblr to allow me to edit tags on mobile
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